How I make a deal with my insecurity

 Hello everyone!

   How are you? I hope you're fine and happy when you read my blog.

   I want to share my experience when I am at my lowest point and nobody noticed it and how I make a deal with that. Finally, I survived it with my self.  

   Insecurity is the most talked about lately on Instagram, TikTok, and other social media. In my opinion, after many observed, insecurity is a condition when you feel not okay with all of what you have. Example with your shape of the body, with your face, with your height, with your shape of a face, and the other stuff like that.

   I felt it too, I feel not okay with my condition, especially with my face that much acne on it. I am an acne fighter since I am in junior high school, but I can't remember the specific time when I start it. I got my lowest point with acne when I graduated from senior high school. Too much acne came to my face and I don't even know how can I got it. I am so frustrated with that, and I cried almost everyday just think about it.

  This point got me on my lowest point and makes me don't want to meet the other people except for my family. I spent my time just in my house and when my friends invite me to join to hang out I always say "I am sorry, I can't join you guys". 

   Besides that, another reason why I don't want to meet the other people is I afraid that when people see me in real life they will thought that is too different from me on my social media because I always used effects on my photos on my Instagram. I do that because of my insecurity, I can't be confident with my condition. When I see other girls with their clear skin on their faces I always want to cry and thinking why I can't be like them that have clear skin? I know comparing ourselves with the others is wrong but I think it's normal in my condition.

  I survived and think too many ways to make it better with skincare, traditional masks, and the other stuff but the result is the same, nothing is changed. I almost gave up on the situation, I said to myself "It's enough, I am exhausted." But, it changes when I see a video on TikTok, which is Ananzaprill's videos. She talks about insecurity and the other things about self-development. You guys have to see her videos because her videos are worth it.

  In her video, I got many points. We don't have to compare ourselves with the other because we are perfect, we are handsome, we are beautiful, in our own way. What makes us insecure? because we compare ourselves with the other especially what we look at on social media. Even though we don't have to look like them, actually there is nothing standard for beauty. So, we don't have to be like the other people, we have our own way to look handsome, to look beautiful because beauty is not just from our face.

  Insecure is not just come from our self and sometimes it comes from people around us, from what they said about us. People go to hurt you if you let them hurt you. So, don't let them, because the control is on us. Because as we know, people will say what they think their words are right and never thought about the other's feelings because of their words. 

  After saw that I realized that acne on my face is something normal and I will be okay sometimes. Of course, the beauty standard in my head changes too. I realized, that I am beautiful in my own ways. 

  So, don't be insecure because we are adorable, we are amazing just we are not people's. 

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  I hope this blog will help you who feel like me in advance feel better and remember that you are adorable, don't hear what people say because they don't know you. Have a good day!💖